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[08 Jul 2007|02:22pm] 'sup lj?!? haha. I totally forgot I even had an lj. I wonder how many of you even remember me! o__O Hm. I don't really feel like explaining my year of absence, so just picking up at the present, church camp was fun. I'm not sure at what point I started believing in God again, but I'm glad that I do. *sigh* I reeeeeeally want Nicky to come back from Utah. T__T I misses him. I mean, I hardly ever see him in person anyways (damn you, lack of driver's license, damn you!), but it's a different mindset than when you're at least in the same state. @__@ oh well. 1 comment|post comment

just a thought. [13 Jun 2006|12:38pm] [ mood | contemplative ] I think that whatever happens within one's mind is just as real (if not moreso) than the physical manifestation. After all, that's all it is, manifestation. But then, it's all about appearances. 1 comment|post comment

hang the dj hang the dj hang the dj [28 May 2006|04:06pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | The Smiths - Girl Afraid ] il the smiths ;__; ♥♥♥ hehehehehe. Louder than Bombs is a good album. anyways. not much going on. school's out, motherfuckers! so glad to not be a freshman. @__@ YAY. I GET TO BE ANOTHER CONDESCENDING SOPHOMORE. isn't that just great? still not much happening. Fernanda's leaving for Brazil this Thursday. ;__; I'll miss her. T___T But I got a swimsuit today! The pinkness of the bikini will keep me company. yes. indeed. peace out. 2 comments|post comment

[30 Apr 2006|06:09pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Placebo - Song to Say Goodbye ] ARRRRRGH. I just spent over two hours walking and my legs feel like jelly. I want to buy some zines. I need a job. T__T DAMN YOU, CHILD LABOR LAWS! I wonder if I could work at that little CD store over the summer. I can walk there easily so i wouldn't need a car... oh wait, we're moving to Dallas this summer. T_T Life needs to be cheaper. Man. Adulthood is going to kill me. xD post comment

the walk [30 Apr 2006|03:35pm] [ mood | apathetic ] *yawn* I'm bored. I should go exercise or something. Exorcise my room, it could use some of that. Purge the dust and junk and dirt. I want to take a walk. I kissed you in the water, I made your dry lips sing, I saw you look like a Japanese baby! I remember everything. Take me for a walk~ post comment

come back to me in a while [29 Apr 2006|01:18pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | Placebo - Taste in Men ] my, i don't think i've ever felt so unmotivated in my life. it's most strange. i seriously don't want to do anything. stopped eating and started smoking. it's quite pleasant. the end. 3 comments|post comment

put out as often as you need to. [19 Apr 2006|07:52pm] [ music | Xiu Xiu - Poe Poe ] it's nice how no one reads this. (that's not sarcasm, it really is.) this... is a very beautiful song. if you're not questioning, you're not really listening. 2 comments|post comment

i don't have to sell my soul, he's already in me. [19 Apr 2006|07:46pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Stone Rozzies! i wanna be a d o r e d ] REHEARSAL IS SO FUN MY GOD. I don't even care that I'm an understudy and probably won't get to perform. It's so fun. I still don't know who's lines exactly I'm supposed to be learning though. o_O Officially I'm understudying Lady Bracknell, but instead I've been standing in for Jack, so I guess I should learn them both...? iono. whatever. LONG LIVE OSCAR WILDE. post comment

glassbouqets. [16 Apr 2006|07:41pm] I always love listening to Archbishop Dmitri's sermons, whether or not I'm a christian myself. Man found God, and tried to put him in a textbook, "Read this! It is of God!", and made a God of the textbook. lovelovelove. post comment

demolition. [15 Apr 2006|05:45am] [ mood | thoughtful ] Upon some further pseudo-philosophic mulling, I think it to be very unlikely that this thing we call "happiness" truly exists. Rather, I believe it's something hardwired into the human brain to ensure that we keep living and procreating in search of it. A survival mechanism, if you will. I wonder what the point is supposed to be. hm... There are shades of hope in between loneliness. "Meaning is not in things, but between them." I wonder who said that. I can't seem to remember. post comment

goingUPUPUP [15 Apr 2006|05:19am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | the sounds of myself typing. ] uwaaaaah. I heard a Tori Amos song on the radio earlier, &SHOCKED myself by not crying. things are looking up. I think... that one of these days, I'll get out of my way. post comment

&crossmyheart. [14 Apr 2006|04:50pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | p!atd coming out of sophie's room ] I have come to the conclusion that people are not characters, but stories. post comment

soldier with a broken arm, used to stare into the wheels of a cadillac. [13 Apr 2006|06:13pm] WOW I HAVE A LJ. I ALMOST FORGOT. LIEKWOAHDUDE. j0. anyways. THE LIFE AND TIMES OF ARIEL. Auditions for senior-directs weren't too bad. Except for this one part where I forgot the next line and there was this long pause. Ew. But I'm thinking it probably wasn't actually as long as I thought it was. But yeah aside from that it was cool. So I woke up this morning and I was sick. =( So I can't sing. Much less dance. This makes Ariel sad. Very sad indeed. But overall Ariel is happy, because she finally went to talk to her counselor today. GRADUATING '08, OHYEAH. ONLY THREE YEARS OF HIGHSCHOOL POUR MOI. bwaha. oh yes. 1 comment|post comment

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